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Sep 08

the shape of hands and the universe

Published in poetry by ChristopherJulian |

 your hands are the universe

stretching without vision

encompassing my slightest

thoughts mysterious ponderings

pressing into the impossible

bending back the splintering wood

of unquestionable natural and

sensation beyond theoretics 

resisting urges of the wishful and

the looming mad of tiny people

and my fingers are simply a tiny people

who worship you because it has always

been you whom they worshipped

and they carry your stone to the

highest mountains on my lips and

they build the shape of a perfection

into the roof of my mouth where they

gulp from your holy river but I urge

them in savoring you to take only

tiny little sips 

every few years  
Sep 07

we would have a wolf who would give us his fur out of love (nested and featherless)

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she, nested and featherless,

dreams and dreams

woven in

steam and the silk

of hot creams and surrenders

my breath and, 

tempting, she teems

and, ruffled, the gloaming

and, seething, our seams

she, featherless

nested 

and lovingly,

dreams

Sep 03

i will not do anything for you

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i will not befriend your enemies

i will take the pillow from your face

i will not befriend your raging tides

and i will take us into outer space

to map out saturn

and to visit mars

and to choke on the darkness

surrounding the stars
Sep 02

you are destined to reach dreams

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you are destined for skies above
(you are destined to reach dreams my love)
toward kingdoms and clouds
and for returning like a shooting star
from sparkling space to our tortured 
little moonlit town where you were
queen of these raindrops and I
fitted you with a crown of
my scribbled little notes and
my nimble little tears

and I am destined for the silence
of wells deep in the earth
below your soaring hands
leaning against stone-secret spaces
where I pit nothingness against nature
and fall into a sleep
a thousand years and a thousand fears
from your galactic star-stealing eyes
and the future you reap

(a thousand calls in a well-weathered voice
from your nebulous perilous eyes my love
with silly wishes that they reach the skies above)
Sep 02

so one more I'll go / and let her do me in (older)

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We sent miracles far away
to close doors left ajar
(but there were no doors
only big gaping gateways
melded into the absolute
skin years ago)
but there were no angels
or beautiful things
(but there were tired
reminders who laughed:
you’ve gone a thousand words
for her 
one more will do you in)
so one more I’ll go
I said to them
and let her do me in
Sep 02

peculiar laughter fits before I had repent

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We chanced peculiar laughter fits
around counter-clockwise roman numerals
and came and came they went
for years before I had repent
face-up dancing upon a sheetless couch
(like writhing angels trapped in heaven's mouth)
notes and sighs dripping since the bitter start
we found before we found the nothing space
that you recalled as a nothing heart
(in the race to a doom that we had found
but blindly and with haste we sent it away)
And came and came I went
for years before my dreams were spent
and blindly and with haste I sent you away
a year before I had repent
Sep 01

beautiful absolutism and the quiet defensive chirp of static atrophy

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roads gowned in barricades

hither and too far for me

that parry blows with sharp defense

roll fast and fake passage to fine beginnings

and stretch into parades charting a course

with horse-drawn brigades that shoot and

force with the pride of atrophied accolades. 

they route and sever and cross and press

the lesser-known gods of pretense and perish

in smoke coursing through a lesser god’s lungs

and pull rungs from a ladder shouldered by clowns

who laugh and who juggle our boulders and frowns

down those roads in our empathic parade 

where ponies with swollen backs push beautifully on

the roads that no one else walks upon.

and I carry my ladder to the clown and I sift

through clerical cherish and odd elements

and still those roads that cross and press

cross through a pressing element

(that smells of the fire of your vehement blessing

and perish with a single blink of your always prevailing

capricious and wailing and crying and flailing

and well-intentioned

and blind and brailing

testaments.)

Aug 30

remains a little less (phantom lovestorms)

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motivation comes late
in waves (and braves the 
brittle of kitten navels) 
and spurs the rattle
of rainy days (and stays
a while
while waiting on hires) 
and riddles the rattle
of sparks and
fades
(and starts a fire
that shades our
haste
or tethers our tiles
to inner space)  
and tapers away
when it whisks us
away
to brand new
phantom lovestorms
on new years day 
(when old news
crazed and logical
with fear
fades and remains
a little less every
day) 
Aug 30

kill the fucking switch with feel and famine

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stake-claiming regalia wavers
any sidekicked terrifying trusts
must we strap them to familial
posts and gun-point them to
cry ransom notes? nothing seeps
like the lust of the lost but we
seep through sleepy floorboards
and misnamed crust shit become
fireside folk tales guitar-strummed
and vacuum-packed to clean up
the knack i mistrusted as a passion
so stop pointing fingers at targets
bull-eyed and razor-lined because
the raiders are pulling an all-nighter
tonight and formaldyhyde skies
are crying again for an android
to defend not the mended
tenses of your tongues but the
quickly coming futures that
down our trembling fucking
ankles
run 
Aug 27

fated only to be passed around, the king and his crown

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you stole a thousand sighs from my lungs
rotting with a disease you liked and loathed
in a year without you beside my side
driving down highways
driving a lie 
riding down overpasses in
nights like this in
shadowed glasses that
reflected faces much like mine
and shined with my voice and
my kiss in quarter time
(and you never stopped
for the quarter drives
down parkway masses
in prayers and crimes)
 
a certain social mass
played upon the sepia grass
rolling with rectifying rays
that we could never grasp
a year before I came back
or a year before our shadows
passed beyond the imprints
that rolled about in the cosmic
seraphim grass
 
(these ups and nights
come with days and downs
and the drowning king holds
his drowning crown and as tightly
as he clings on to the gem-lined gold
he reaches and finds not your hand to
hold and he knows then and there
now and then
here and now
that the drowning thing
inside his hands is fated only
to be passed around) 
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